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I have challenged myself to learn a new language. Now this language isn't a very popular language like French, Spanish, and even English. It's a language that can be traced back to my ancestors, and I am proud to be learning it. I've always been fascinated with my roots, my ancestors, and where my family came from. Maybe it's because people tell me I look so much like them which I gladly accept as a compliment, or maybe it's just my curiosity, and maybe there's a reason that i'm not aware of yet of why I've always been drawn to them.
You many think this sounds stupid, but this is something I'm serious about. I just wish I could know more about exactly who my ancestors were, but I don't know if I could ever find that information considering my grandpa has passed and my grandma has Alzheimer's and she probably wouldn't remember much. I would loved to go visit a place where they live and be surrounded by their culture and ways of living. I don't know why I say 'they' when I feel like I'm connected to them too, even if it is by a few strands.
It's hard for me to go up and tell my mom and dad "Hey I want to go visit an Indian Reservation", because they'd think it was silly and wouldn't understand. I hope one day in the near future I am able to do what I am longing to do!
I'm also gonna add that this language seems to come so naturally to me. Now I haven't gone too deep with it yet, I've only learned a, e, and i vowels and such but it seems pretty easy so far
You many think this sounds stupid, but this is something I'm serious about. I just wish I could know more about exactly who my ancestors were, but I don't know if I could ever find that information considering my grandpa has passed and my grandma has Alzheimer's and she probably wouldn't remember much. I would loved to go visit a place where they live and be surrounded by their culture and ways of living. I don't know why I say 'they' when I feel like I'm connected to them too, even if it is by a few strands.
It's hard for me to go up and tell my mom and dad "Hey I want to go visit an Indian Reservation", because they'd think it was silly and wouldn't understand. I hope one day in the near future I am able to do what I am longing to do!
I'm also gonna add that this language seems to come so naturally to me. Now I haven't gone too deep with it yet, I've only learned a, e, and i vowels and such but it seems pretty easy so far
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Came here to say Merry Christmas and Happy New Year just in case I'm not able to later!! :)
Much love!! :)
Update on my life...even if you don't care!
I've been thinking about the future lately, and what it holds for me. These past couple of days I've been trying to convince myself to possibly overcome a fear that I've always had. This fear has a lot to do with my future, so I'm slowly working my way up to overcoming it!
Fear truly cripples you and hold you back from so much, and I don't want to let it control me like that. I've been controlled by fear all my life. No matter how many times I would remind myself that there's nothing to be afraid of, it would somehow seep back into my mind and nestle into the corners of my thoughts and eat at me until I'd be in tears.
BUT I am stronger than
Stuck in my head
When you have beautiful words in your head that you just can't properly write down onto paper!
It's quite frustrating!! :(
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPP
DOCTOR WHO THIS WEEKEND.....YOU KNOW EVEN KNOW HOW EXCITED I AM FOR THIS!!!!!!!!!
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