HouseOfNightGirl

Came here to say Merry Christmas and Happy New Year just in case I'm not able to later!!

Much love!!

I've been thinking about the future lately, and what it holds for me. These past couple of days I've been trying to convince myself to possibly overcome a fear that I've always had. This fear has a lot to do with my future, so I'm slowly working my way up to overcoming it!

Fear truly cripples you and hold you back from so much, and I don't want to let it control me like that. I've been controlled by fear all my life. No matter how many times I would remind myself that there's nothing to be afraid of, it would somehow seep back into my mind and nestle into the corners of my thoughts and eat at me until I'd be in tears.

BUT I am stronger than my fear, I am stronger than my anxiety, I have the power and the courage to overcome!

I just have to push myself, because it is hard trying to make yourself do something that you get so afraid of doing. You know the anxiety is going to kick in and you're afraid you'll lose control. My parents don't understand why I have this fear, but neither do I. I have no idea why I have to be like this, but I have come to accept that I am not a normal person. I just hope the people in my life can have patience with me, because this is not going to be a swift process. It could take days, weeks, months, but it will happen.

And now I'm just rambling and probably making so sense. I'll stop now. Thanks for your time. Good-bye for now!

When you have beautiful words in your head that you just can't properly write down onto paper!

It's quite frustrating!!

DOCTOR WHO THIS WEEKEND.....YOU KNOW EVEN KNOW HOW EXCITED I AM FOR THIS!!!!!!!!!

I finally got some origami paper so I'm going to make more paper cranes to hang on my ceiling!!!! Which means more pictures to come....as soon as I get more batteries for my camera!